DYSPHORIA


Loneliness is a strange sort of thing. It creeps on you, quiet and still, sits by your side in the dark, strokes your hair as you sleep. It wraps itself around your bones, squeezing so tight that you almost can’t breathe. It leaves lies in your heart, lies next to you at night, leaches the light out of every corner. It’s a constant companion, clasping your hand only to yank you down when you’re struggling to stand up. You wake up in the morning and wonder who you are. You fail to fall asleep at night and tremble in your skin. You doubt, you doubt, you doubt. And even when you’re ready to let go, when you’re ready to break free, when you’re ready to be brand-new... Loneliness is an old friend who stands beside you in the mirror, looking you dead in the eye, challenging you to live your life without it. You can’t find the words to fight yourself, to fight the words screaming that you’re not enough, never enough, never ever enough. Loneliness is a bitter, wretched companion. Sometimes it just won’t ever let go.

Yes. Yes. Yes.

(Source: m-orphine, via tifferfly)

59524

  1. weare-onetonight reblogged this from fearlessknightsandfairytales
  2. blxckened reblogged this from amarantheyes
  3. lovecutstheheart reblogged this from draggingthecoffin
  4. delu-ded reblogged this from h-e-l-l-b-l-a-z-e-r
  5. sussew reblogged this from amarantheyes
  6. thefamilyghost reblogged this from amarantheyes
  7. es0terica reblogged this from amarantheyes
  8. togetherburning-bright reblogged this from amarantheyes
  9. maerzhaze reblogged this from amarantheyes
  10. death-by-day reblogged this from amarantheyes
  11. amarantheyes reblogged this from m-orphine
  12. taehyxnq reblogged this from helleo
  13. cerasaetern reblogged this from tarahhxo
  14. veronickaahh reblogged this from tears-on-white-roses
  15. tears-on-white-roses reblogged this from breezeintheriver
  16. shaester69 reblogged this from cainan-gonzalez
  17. xxbulletpr00fl0vexx reblogged this from fakesmilesrealt3ars
  18. fakesmilesrealt3ars reblogged this from fakesmilesrealt3ars
  19. xbuusra reblogged this from mrstane
  20. can-you-see-my-heart reblogged this from nlybyrm
  21. breezeintheriver reblogged this from comfortstateofsadness
  22. ladycharming reblogged this from theamericanbadboy
  23. bukalemunderisiblog reblogged this from theamericanbadboy
  24. birtutamzencefil reblogged this from depressive-pineapple
  25. dilekfenerleri reblogged this from depressive-pineapple
  26. comfortstateofsadness reblogged this from i-feelstupid
  27. umadoseemeiadealice reblogged this from wakeup-alice
  28. itsalaskayoung reblogged this from englantralia
  29. theresalwayspain reblogged this from theamericanbadboy
  30. cikolatabagimlisihunter reblogged this from theamericanbadboy
  31. englantralia reblogged this from nlybyrm
  32. mrstane reblogged this from urlsaresux
  33. urlsaresux reblogged this from chaosofsociety
  34. benisevonusevmee reblogged this from invertebra-te